I wish I had a razor. Not one to shave with but the ones Orlando had at the cleaners.
I wish I was dead
I wish I could brutally murder kristin. Want to see the picture I drew today?
It was almost me
But I couldn’t
I could never I would never
Hurt you like that
I feel like you ripped out my heart and mutilated it
Go ahead try and put it back together
I highly doubt you’d find all the pieces
And the hardest part is I understand
I already forgave you
But I’m a nervous insecure wreck
I feel like a failure of a girlfriend
I feel dirty
I feel such unspeakable sadness that pours saline tears into my ducts and overflows like a hurricane
Every day I pray to god it will be my last
I just don’t want to deal with the pain anymore
It’s not always easy to ignore
So I ask you kindly
Please don’t let my eyes see Monday.
Made by mom :) someone needs to tell her I’m 21 not 24 tho…